Fail

Yup, we've been in school for just a few days and I've already failed - failed at keeping my resolution. And it isn't just a little fail. This is an epic fail. I'm so incredibly stressed about everything, especially music theory which is kicking my ass. I'm constantly doing homework and studying, yet I feel like it's all coming to nothing. And my god, this stress! Like Jon said in the entry before it, there's so much going on, but it seems like whenever I take a stab at getting something accomplished, I take a step backwards. I just want to be happy, and I honestly don't think it's possible. I don't know how to deal with this.

--Elie